A nightmare on Queen Street | first week sober

I’ve read about this you know, the night terrors once you decide to quit drinking. I mean, I’m not an alcoholic so it’s probably nothing to do with the fact that I haven’t put a drop of alcohol in my body since Thursday night / Friday morning (so what’s that? 2 days? Jeez is that it?! 2 days! It feels like I haven’t touched one in two weeks! Well that’s a little discouraging I’m not going to lie) Continue Reading

I threw a drink in his face. 

Well here we are again, I’m probably the most hated person in town and I’m lying in bed as I write this, crippled with embarrassment, shame and really bad anxiety. This isn’t the first time I’ve been on the ‘I’m-An-Asshole boat’ and sometimes I feel I’m the captain of this ship more than I’m not. Why do I keep doing this to myself and others? Why can’t I get to the bottom of my issues and focus on working to sort them out instead of indulging on a cocktail of class A drugs and alcohol, becoming aggressive, lashing  out in horrible ways and than blaming others for my mistakes. I need to take the time to sort out my emotions before I end up in a mental hospital or worse… a grimy jail cell..   Continue Reading

Welcome to my blog.

Hello there, If you have randomly stumbled on my blog then I suggest you exit out while you still can. While your sanity is still intact and your morals are still in place. My blog isn’t a place for the small-minded, ignorant or intolerant kind. To be honest, my blog isn’t a place for any kind. I’ve created this blog because 1] I want a place where I can come to gather my thoughts and feelings, and writing is one of the tools I use to express myself and feelings. 2] I love sharing my life with others, no matter how much of a train wreck it is. My life has been far from perfect and I am no stranger to making the odd mistake or two (or ten). Last but definitely not least 3] I want to educate people on my life, lifestyle and the experiences that I’ve experienced. I have done things that many would be ashamed of, frowned upon and because of those things I guess my reputation has suffered. Maybe if you’re lucky you won’t make the same mistakes I’ve made – and I’ve made my fair few. Think of me as your own personal lanky, over-opinionated, impulsive, binge drinking guinea pig. 
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